Hard time blogging

I am going to admit to you all probably what you all ready have figured out.

I am having a hard time blogging.

There are so many things going on and yet it is hard to slow down enough to process things enough so I can put them on the blog.

I want to document the feelings I have about the adoption but they are so fuzzier than I thought they would be.

I didn't realize how much I would wonder about what is going on in our child's life even before I know their name or see their picture.

I am surprise how excited and sad I am to say to people that there is no new news on the adoption front. I am thrilled that they are thinking about us and care enough to ask but I really want know what is happening. I know things are happening that I don't know about.

I just have to give this over to God, again.

I hope to be getting back to you more frequently but it is another busy week.